LOST WEIGHT AGAIN AT LAST!

now 43.5 - i’m back down to my lowest weight again! anything i lose from now on will make me the lightest i’ve ever been in my entire life :D

and i can’t believe i’m pretty much halfway to my ugw!!! it’s all downhill from here right?

also I’M SO EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS DFHUGIRHEGOIERHGEROIH I LOVE CHRISTMAS

all of the self-imposed habits and stuff about eating and thinness etc have become automatic reflexes again and i can feel it becoming the most important part of my life and i can feel myself slowly giving up on everything else and i don’t care tbh because i’m looking noticeably thin and i get comments on it like every time i go out so it’s all good

ugh ugh ugh ugh i’ve been eating like 500-700 c a day for weeks and weeks and i haven’t lost ANYTHING!! i’ve been doing everything right and my hipbones are showing really well and more ribs are visible than ever before and my legs are smaller but the scales just aren’t showing it! feeling so unmotivated. i’ll never EVER reach my ugw :( why do i even bother?